I can hear your voice, begging me not to ask you to leave. But then I woke up one day and realised your face was starting to fuzz in my head. I know a lot of them, I love a lot of them, but I didn’t let anybody in to my life like I did with you. I didn’t know grief was a physical pain until I grieved over you. Sometimes I go to breathe, but my lungs aren’t there. I hope some day I get to be with her again when it is my turn to move on from this life. Bucyrus, Ohio USA Today I buried my 27 year son who died from a heroin overdose laced with Fentanyl. She had sever borderline personality disorder, she was so unhappy.
“Please Meagan” echoes in my head, just when I start to feel the lead blocks that seem to have replaced my bones start to lighten. I can no longer recall every last line on your face like I could 4 months ago. Sometimes I try to talk, but all that comes out is an indistinguishable wail. The kitchen has become my Everest now – almost impossible. I see you in every damn room, on every street corner. I cannot begin to tell you the pain and anguish my boy suffered from the demon called Heroin that owned him, I can tell you that the 2 weeks before his death were horrible I knew my son was near his end, but I was powerless and nothing I could do or say was going to change it. She took a fentanyl patch from her friend and died.
I'm looking for my best friend at this time after been alone for years.
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New Mexico was the first state to pass such a policy and has been joined in recent years by Alaska, California, Colorado, Connecticut, Delaware, Florida, Georgia, Illinois, Louisiana, Maryland, Massachusetts, Minnesota, New Jersey, New York, North Carolina, Rhode Island, Vermont, Washington and Wisconsin.
I had dreamt of this day so many times, waking up with a shattered heart and tears streaming down my face. You would always say to me “its me and you against the world baby” or tell me how I had saved your life a million times. I ask myself all the time, how could I not have known.?
Only to be quickly relieved by the darkness and the bed sheets. im devastated that she isn’t here anymore, my best friend, my mom.